Paksa...

Warghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Kalau la leh menjerit betul-betul dalam ni...

Dari hari ke sehari bawak berminggu sampai berbulan...aku memang nak sangat membebel dalam ni..but when the time comes..either i'm sleepy coz i'm too tired..or my head goes blank (especially when i dont have any pics to upload)..

WALAUPUN masa mula-mula aku start blogging dalam ni...aku tk perlukan pic lansung dan masih mampu memberikan 3000 patah kata of nuthingness...hahaha.. not funny.. -__-"..

Yeah i've been busy3.. weddings..fashion show..customers.. which is good for me pun coz this things keep me distracted from my ruined relationship.. yeah.....another failed one..the hell with it..lover comes and go.. just bayangkan aku ni macam Ally McBeal..a guy version of course...and smaller salary... -___-" so sad...

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO TYPE tadi..and now i'm membebel oredi..hik..always been like this..once aku start taip...and automatically the words in my brain flow thru my fingers on to the keyboard.. hikhik.. i like.. :D walaupun paksa.. :P

I'm watching 'Journey To The Center Of The Earth' with MAKSU n ARIEF rite now...sambil pikir2 ape nak taip pas ni sambil jenguk2 Fb..sambil pikir2 ape aktiviti aku ngan MAK aku besok..sambil pikir2 camner nak pi keje besok...dan besok adalah hari ahad..eh silap..dah masuk hari ahad dah pun..it's 3 a.m oredi...still not sleeping...tomorow suppose to be my rest day...unfortunately there's still some work need to be done...hm....and no..i'm not complaining..

but yeah... but hey.. its my blog...and at the moment..blog ni je tempat aku mengadu.. >:P

3.56 a.m..

Movie yang aku tengah layan ni abish...tapi lepas ni ade lagi satu movie best plak.. 'Deep Blue Sea'.. tak tido la aku jawabnya walaupun malam ni sejuk nak mampus dan badan aku sedap dalam comforter ni...dengan kipas menderu-deru..should've been sleeping oredi.. comforter ni memujuk-mujuk je suh tido...sebut pasal comforter.....

Its been a while la..aku tido ngan comforter n bantal je..tilam yang dalam bilik tu aku tak pakai..because of the memories...i dunno.. cam takut jer nak pakai tilam tu.. kalau korunk kenal aku.. u know how fragile i am walaupun badan besar nk mampus.. :P emosi sensitif caner tah...

maybe that person is moving on oredi but me... i need some more time... life's a bitch.. and i guess being one gonna spare me all the drama and suffering...MAKSU jer paham maksud aku kot.. it's just a temporary thing...soon Ally McBeal will find a new one.. hikhik..

I'm hungry... :P

Ade orang update kat FACEBOOK.. tgh melantak meggi asam laksa ngan telur.. owh my.. that is torture...nak aje aku pi Carefour beli maggi sat...

Anyway..citer pasal Fb ni.. this is second thing kot.. that keep me distracted from my fucked up mind.. the people.. the status.. the pic.. the lame and the win.. i think i'm of of the people who Addicted to Fb.. asal free je.. Fb first.. sambil buat kerja pun Fb gak.. infact my relationship with my ex pun fucked becoz of this thing other than myself.. sigh.. i told some people i'm gonna have a relationship with my work only at the moment.. but who knows.. time will heal.. an i'm back in the game.. :P.. game.....................

4.41 a.m..

Its so freakin cold..almost like in Genting...........amd I'm watching Deep Blue Sea.. citer ikan jaws uol.. besh3..

i'm soo hungry i think i'm gonna have my breakfast at 7 and then sleep..and then go to jakel with my mom..and then go to work...sigh.....................

Miss You...yeah You-Out